Takdir? :)

Dah masuk dua minggu aku di-occupied oleh assignment. Aku tak tau camne nak habiskan. In fact, aku tak rase pun assignment aku ni akan habis.

At time like this, ramai la membe2 aku dapat call from their boyfriend. Aku tau ape yang korang fikir. "So? Kau nak jeles la dengan diorang?" HAH! Memang aa.. Takkan tak terdetik sikit pon kat hati aku tak jeles. Aku pun perempuan normal yang suke bende2 gini. Nak wat camne kan..Memang la macam tah ape2 tapi da terase, nak wat camne?

Aku pun terfikir la..Nak gak ade tempat mengadu cam dorang. Nak gak ade orang habiskan kredit dorang untuk aku..Nak gak dapat hadiah gedik2 bile besday..Mule la pikir macam2 time bulan ramadhan nih. Dah la syaitan kene ikat. Fikir lagi bende2 gini. Nampak sangat nafsu semata.....

So aku pun doa la banyak2 kat Allah S.W.T. untuk dijauhkan terhadap keinginan untuk ber-couple. Aku da sedia maklum da bende ni tak bagus. Aku share la ape yang aku rase ni kat kawan2 aku.. Aku cakap la itu ini. Pastu sorang membe aku ni cakap, "Takpe. Semoga Allah balas kesabaran kau dengan menemukan kau dengan orang yang baik...." :'D Aku sangat terharu dengan kata-kata die. Banyak kebenarannyer.

Pastu aku belek2 la facebook the next day. Aku nampak guy alim yang aku suke time kat maktab dulu post kat group,  "tiada cinta yang diberkati jikalau permulaannya adalah kemurkaan dari Allah" MasyaAllah....hahaha..die macam dapat baca pulak fikiran aku :) Mungkin Allah menggerakkan hati die untuk post sentence begitu supaya menyedarkan aku? (Ceywah! Perasan la pulak! :P)


Ape2 pun, aku da sedar. Aku suka ayat die. Aku takkan cari sampailah jodoh aku yang ditentukan oleh Allah datang. :) Aku akan tunggu~~ 

Tired..tired..tired...

Hello everyone.

Its has been a very tough week for me.

I have loads and loads of assignment to do.

I have an outdoor filming to do.

Also, today I involved in an argument with my lecture.

Well. Kinda.

I was trying to persuade her.

Because she refused to evaluate our lab reports due to our mistakes.

Thank God, finally she agreed. I think she was just testing us.

But oh well...

And also..I have a speaking test today.

I felt like I couldn't talk much. Because one of my teammates got carried away with her points.

Oh well...Its already over. Thank God.

I feel so tired.

It has been a very tiresome week for me. And its not even the end of the week.

Dream..Dream..When will it come true? =_=

Hello, minna-san~ \(^o^)/

Today is a great day as usual. I woke up 11.00 a.m. in the morning and started doing chores. I feel great! This is mostly because of the dream I dreamt about last night. I dreamt about KAT-TUN!! XD What a kya! kya! dream~~ Okay, let me tell you guys about it.

After they (KAT-TUN) finished doing concert near my house, I came to Nakamaru Yuichi. I spoke in I-just-learn-Japanese-language kind of way to him. I said, "Nakamaru, can I get your autographs?" He looked back at me but then he turned back. He waved his hand to define that he ignoring me. What a total jerk he is in my dream....=__= But I insisted. I went after him and said,"Can you just give me your autograph? As a return. (In my dream, which I dunno why, I lend my 'bungalow' to KAT-TUN as their shelter.) Pretty awesome huh? XD Nakamaru turned at me and he signed my book. Haha~~ <3

The best part is Ueda Tatsuya. When I saw him in my dream, I asked for his autographs too. (I wonder why I don't request any other things...pictures, hugs..KYAA!!XD) He looked at me with his angelic smile~~Aughh..I'm dead..\(*o*)/ He wrote his number too but I didn't see it clearly...(Why..Why..(T-T)..) But he is a gentleman..unlike Nakamaru! :D Hahaha~~

I spoke with Taguchi Junnosuke too~ He corrected my Japanese and he was very cool! Yeah! Tanaka Koki too. He simply signed for me without hesitation. Kamenashi Kazuya...didn't see him though. But I saw his autographs in my book. After all that, they went back to who-knows-where in my dream..Awww..I felt so sad because I wanna see them again.. What an unsatisfying dream...

wawawawawa~~~ Uepi~~XD

Its only in your dream silly...Hahaha~ But its seems so real! >.<

WANNA WATCH IT! SO BAD! T-T DAMN KEITAI DRAMA..

Hi hi~ \(^o^)/

This post is going to be about these mobile drama which I wanna watch...sooooo BADLY! *_* The first one is Teddy Bear~

Teddy Bear (Keitai Drama) Starring: Kaku Kento, Kiritani Mirei

*O* GAAHHHH!! Why the Japanese produced a mobile drama? (which is un-download-able..) =_=

I really want to watch this drama despite all the bad reviews about Kiritani Mirei's bad acting, or a super duper bad ending. I couldn't get away with the fact that Kaku Kento-san is the main cast~ <3 Fell in love with  him since Q10. <3 _ <3

Q10

Left: Sato Takeru, Kaku Kento  <3

The hotness continue in...

Asuko March!

 Kaku Kento as Tamaki Makoto..he as a second hero though...But still the HOTTEST! 

Next is Beautiful Love. Starring Aya Omasa and Micky Yoochun. I loved Aya-chan acting in Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge. You guys should watch it! ( Kamenashi Kazuya from KAT-TUN as Takano Kyohei! >,< ) I thought that Micky wasn't good enough to be Aya-chan's hero but after watching Sungkyungkwan Scandal, he is actually cute!

Cute ne~? ^.^

*O* woah! wuuwoohh!

T-T I can only obtaining these in Google..

GAHHHH!! How cruel...T_______T and finally (probably) this! Party is Over~

Augh! *O* Everyone anticipating this! Narimiya Hiroki and Riisa-chan

Nagayama Kento and Naka Riisa~ not bad though..But Narimiya still wins~

Keisuke Koide...still has the Masumi (Nodame Cantabile) image on him..

Naahhh...Hayashi Kento is just too awkard.

Er..who is this again? Can't remember him much though..=_= 

Who will you choose Riisa-chan?! Please say Narimiya-kun~ (>,<) I like watching her in 'The girl who leapt through time'. She's just too real :)

Which would you turn into?

Assalamualaikum...Hey readers.

Lately, I realized something. Ape yg akn ubah aku? Dunia? Atau akhirat?

I see people around me. I observe. Aku bukak facebook. What I see? Many types of people. Once I knew, dlu pkai tudung. Skang tak. Why? I dunno. Ask them.

People change, from time to time. What makes them change? The World.

U know, dunia could be a scary place sometimes. Kite sng je leka. Tak yah masuk citer pegi kelab malam, minum arak, brothel smue2. Kat rumah pon bole leka dgn dunia. Example? Internet.

Seriously? Why? Aku pkai ok je. Tak de leka. Solat jage. Tak tgk pon porn2 ke, bende x elok. Tak smue la weyh...Maybe. Tapi ape yg aku nmpk, ade tuh 1 hari tgk utube. Tah ape rancangan pon aku x tau. Seronok ke? Lawak sme taraf dgn 'maharaja lawak' je..Tgk smpai lewat malam. Pastu pagi esok xleh bgn subuh. Stay up, stay up jgk. Tapi subuh tu jgn la tggl. Look. Kalau xde org kejut die n mmg mse tuh die x seda lgsg bole la qada solatnyer. Tapi! Dah kejut byk kali, die da seda da pon..still x nk bangun. Aku sedih la wei...

See? Even duk umah je pon bole lekakan kite. What about sebaliknyer? Mase kt boarding school, baek, pkai tudung, solat, doa khusyuk! But now? Shes wearing a bikini! Tank top! And proudly present herself to the public. I don't want to burukkan name die but..she has done it herself. I was really, really scared that will happen to the muslims..How are we gonna face our Creator, the Almighty in the afterlife?

I was so so scared of the world. Bukan maksud aku takut ape. Aku..tak nak dunia ubah aku. Yes, mungkin aku seda skang tapi? What about the next day? Next hour? or even..sesaat lagi? Will I remember these things?

Look, if you out there reading my blog, no matter what religion are you, Don't ever let the world changes
you.  Living in the world, needs money. Living in the world, needs somebody to be there with you. Living in the world, needs beliefs. And that is..the one and only. =)

COol, niCE BuT DEpResSiNg

Hey Hey Hey~ :D

Exam dah habis. Ok, bukan exam tapi TEST. Even test pon just ckup2 mkn. Cmne nih? Kate nk jadi org hebad...Tp bile pk2 balek, takkanla nk give up separuh jln. But then..sumpah ckap aku x bole sgt la nk catch up dgn study kt cni..especially physics. Yang laen2 sbjek uh da terase da bahangnyer. Hmm...Kuat ke aku? Ntah la weyh..

Mesti cam korg rse, "Haa..die da pnat tulis dlm english. Yeah..kekadang uh ssh nk expresskn ape yg aku rase dlm english (sbb vocab x luas n asek kne tgk thesaurus.com) so aku pon cam mls nk tulis fancy2. Kalo cerpen aku dlm english la..but bende2 laen dlm bm. Lg sng. Bahasa jiwa bangsa.

Esok 15 Julai 2011, Jumaat, ktorg (bdk2 uitm puncak alam) dgn gembirenye akn balek umah...YEAH!! Tp sok la pulak kelas BEL(english) nk extend mase..DUHH!! Aku tak nak ganti2. Aku nak balek. Semua nk balek. Ok cbe pk la kan..Sape je akn fokus dlm klas BEL yg membosankn uh kalo pluang utk balek umah dah d'tarik? Sape? SAPE? Bdk 4.00 pon nak  balek umah tau dok?! Haishh...ape lah...Ya Allah..Moga2 tiada lah klas BEL sok...aminnn....

From Heart to Heart

Okay, I was just doing my assignment just now..and I was like.."I wanna write something. I'm...in..how  do I put it? Misery?"

Sorry for not writing much for about..several months..I've came to my senses. I..can't really put up with blogs and stuffs. Too lazy to write (type!) whatever.

But today, I really, really need to express my feelings. I know if I talk about this to my family or friend, they might say "Aah! Stop wasting your time in stuffs like that." So..I might as well tell to the world :)

Where to start..let see..okay. Today I should attend a gathering. Reunion. But I can't. I have to attend another gathering which is very important and I've choose to attend that. I've never regretted going to that gathering because I wanted to. And its a family gathering which I've been longing for ever since I entered university. And it was fun. I am glad to see them so well and happy. I loved them.

And so, as I logged in my facebook, I saw a picture of the reunion. He was there at the reunion. He was right there, so close, yet so far from me. I was so shocked. Why did he came? When I wasn't there? Like it or not, I've to accept it. The fate that God has arranged for me. Maybe I was not meant to see him at all. I know. I realized it. There! Stop! Enough! Full-stop! But I'm feel a lil bit aggrieved. Its normal. But its so uncool.:)