kenapa macam down je? yelah hari ni dah habis kan rm398 beli skincare product la peau. WHAT?! i know right. ye tau membazir semua-semua. tau tau tau tapi...
i don't know man i mean...is it me or everyone around me were like, bringing me down? sebab camni tau. ok.
aku ni 150cm and 47kg. it is bad? no! my bmi is perfectly normal! tapi orang duk kata lengan aku besar, tepuk-tepuk lemak aku cam aku ni gemuk obese sangat! pastu kata "wei diet lah!" "nanti I ajar you cara nak kuruskan badan" dsb. WHAT TEHHELLL?? do i look very fat? I mean i love myself. yes sometimes i do feel gemuk sini sana but i love me! ramai lagi yang macam saya tapi mereka happy. saya pun nak happy macam mereka. love me the way i am. kenapa nak kata aku gemuk dan bring me down? :'(
lepas tu ada pulak tu yang scoffs at me. i don't like it seriously. You dah tua dah ada banyak pengalaman then why you scoffed at me? im trying to do my best to accomplish my project. it is you will get the benefit later old man! KAU! KAU! KAU! kau patut tolong aku. ape nama kau besar-besar pangkat just too belittle me...im so stressed out by the likes of you.
both of this have been bugging me since. tau tak penat tapi rasa macam tak mahu je nak share kat orang lain. macam tak boleh diharap je. macam sama je. it won't ease me. Ya Allah, help me find my way back. Help me, release me from this tension.
this is mainly because of money. kedua-dua situasi atas ni menyebabkan aku kehilangan duit, dan terpaksa mencari lagi duit. yang produk kecantikan tu memanglah kan. kenapa aku beli jugak? i don't know man. kun fayakun.
yang pasal scoffs tu..sebenarnya, to make it short, aku buat project, nak minta sponsor kerajaan. then my superior was like, "what kind of sponsorship they'll give?" well old man! you don't know cos you haven't tried it yet! you who lived in a jungle what do you know. and if you do know something tell me! nak aku belajar konon. kau kalau kau dapat nama untuk aku punya kerja nanti...well whatever.
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