Which would you turn into?

Assalamualaikum...Hey readers.

Lately, I realized something. Ape yg akn ubah aku? Dunia? Atau akhirat?

I see people around me. I observe. Aku bukak facebook. What I see? Many types of people. Once I knew, dlu pkai tudung. Skang tak. Why? I dunno. Ask them.

People change, from time to time. What makes them change? The World.

U know, dunia could be a scary place sometimes. Kite sng je leka. Tak yah masuk citer pegi kelab malam, minum arak, brothel smue2. Kat rumah pon bole leka dgn dunia. Example? Internet.

Seriously? Why? Aku pkai ok je. Tak de leka. Solat jage. Tak tgk pon porn2 ke, bende x elok. Tak smue la weyh...Maybe. Tapi ape yg aku nmpk, ade tuh 1 hari tgk utube. Tah ape rancangan pon aku x tau. Seronok ke? Lawak sme taraf dgn 'maharaja lawak' je..Tgk smpai lewat malam. Pastu pagi esok xleh bgn subuh. Stay up, stay up jgk. Tapi subuh tu jgn la tggl. Look. Kalau xde org kejut die n mmg mse tuh die x seda lgsg bole la qada solatnyer. Tapi! Dah kejut byk kali, die da seda da pon..still x nk bangun. Aku sedih la wei...

See? Even duk umah je pon bole lekakan kite. What about sebaliknyer? Mase kt boarding school, baek, pkai tudung, solat, doa khusyuk! But now? Shes wearing a bikini! Tank top! And proudly present herself to the public. I don't want to burukkan name die but..she has done it herself. I was really, really scared that will happen to the muslims..How are we gonna face our Creator, the Almighty in the afterlife?

I was so so scared of the world. Bukan maksud aku takut ape. Aku..tak nak dunia ubah aku. Yes, mungkin aku seda skang tapi? What about the next day? Next hour? or even..sesaat lagi? Will I remember these things?

Look, if you out there reading my blog, no matter what religion are you, Don't ever let the world changes
you.  Living in the world, needs money. Living in the world, needs somebody to be there with you. Living in the world, needs beliefs. And that is..the one and only. =)

COol, niCE BuT DEpResSiNg

Hey Hey Hey~ :D

Exam dah habis. Ok, bukan exam tapi TEST. Even test pon just ckup2 mkn. Cmne nih? Kate nk jadi org hebad...Tp bile pk2 balek, takkanla nk give up separuh jln. But then..sumpah ckap aku x bole sgt la nk catch up dgn study kt cni..especially physics. Yang laen2 sbjek uh da terase da bahangnyer. Hmm...Kuat ke aku? Ntah la weyh..

Mesti cam korg rse, "Haa..die da pnat tulis dlm english. Yeah..kekadang uh ssh nk expresskn ape yg aku rase dlm english (sbb vocab x luas n asek kne tgk thesaurus.com) so aku pon cam mls nk tulis fancy2. Kalo cerpen aku dlm english la..but bende2 laen dlm bm. Lg sng. Bahasa jiwa bangsa.

Esok 15 Julai 2011, Jumaat, ktorg (bdk2 uitm puncak alam) dgn gembirenye akn balek umah...YEAH!! Tp sok la pulak kelas BEL(english) nk extend mase..DUHH!! Aku tak nak ganti2. Aku nak balek. Semua nk balek. Ok cbe pk la kan..Sape je akn fokus dlm klas BEL yg membosankn uh kalo pluang utk balek umah dah d'tarik? Sape? SAPE? Bdk 4.00 pon nak  balek umah tau dok?! Haishh...ape lah...Ya Allah..Moga2 tiada lah klas BEL sok...aminnn....

From Heart to Heart

Okay, I was just doing my assignment just now..and I was like.."I wanna write something. I'm...in..how  do I put it? Misery?"

Sorry for not writing much for about..several months..I've came to my senses. I..can't really put up with blogs and stuffs. Too lazy to write (type!) whatever.

But today, I really, really need to express my feelings. I know if I talk about this to my family or friend, they might say "Aah! Stop wasting your time in stuffs like that." So..I might as well tell to the world :)

Where to start..let see..okay. Today I should attend a gathering. Reunion. But I can't. I have to attend another gathering which is very important and I've choose to attend that. I've never regretted going to that gathering because I wanted to. And its a family gathering which I've been longing for ever since I entered university. And it was fun. I am glad to see them so well and happy. I loved them.

And so, as I logged in my facebook, I saw a picture of the reunion. He was there at the reunion. He was right there, so close, yet so far from me. I was so shocked. Why did he came? When I wasn't there? Like it or not, I've to accept it. The fate that God has arranged for me. Maybe I was not meant to see him at all. I know. I realized it. There! Stop! Enough! Full-stop! But I'm feel a lil bit aggrieved. Its normal. But its so uncool.:)

Well..some people are fortunate enough...

Ok..Nak tulis dalam bhs melayu? Ok? Thanks!:D

Haha~Actually aku nak bgtau psl ape yg aku pk skang. Aku hari2 la bkak fesbuk (facebook..in case u doesn't noe)  tgk status kengkawan, ape brite tekini dorg..Ade yg ajak lepak situ sini. Aku pon bce la..Ade 1 tuh...

"Nak pegi ke tak nak ye..." A berkate.
Lalu komen d'bwhnyer menanye, "Lepak mane?"
A pon membalas kembali, "MidValley".
Komen seterusnyer, "MidValley? Asek2 pi situ je..Muak dowh! Pe gi aa Curve ke..."
A pon menjawab, "Mmg la bosan tp situ je tmpt yg sng pegi..Curve xde public..bla3.."
Komen seterusnyer, "Laa..lesen ade, kete ade, ape gune?" and so on...

Listen! Aku bkn nk mengutuk ke ape ke..Serious TAK! :) Sebenarnyer aku jeles. Dorg muak pi MidValley, aku?? MidValley baru 2-3 kali jejak..x pernah bosan. Pi sane cam pi DisneyLand (tu pon x nah pi sbnarnyer, just nk show u how excited I am kalo dapat pi sane) Dorg lg ske lepak Curve, aku?? Curve tu ape? Bola? Aku bygkn org yg pi sana smue dok golek2 pusin2..Best kaa? Aku x tau..Dorg ade lesen, kete, aku?? Lesen tarak apetah lg kete..Ade pon kancil 2 bijik & van berniage bpk aku..Kalo sorg gune kete, smue bnde x jln. Yelah, nk pi kedai bwk barang pkai kete. 1 kancil asek berasap, yang elok just yg 1 lagi tu je...Kang aku pkai, telopong smue kt umah x leh pi kdai..Korg paham ke ape yg aku nk smpaikn nih?

Aku rse sgt jaoooh dgn bebdk nih. Kat skola dlu smue same je. Aku pkai uniform, dorg pkai uniform. Aku dok asrama, dorg dok asrama. Dah abeh skola baru aku nmpk smuenyer. De yg pi vacation kt luar negara mcm Korea, Jordan, London..name it lah! smue ade..Melampau en aku nih? x bersyukur...Aku salu gak pk.."Toksah aa pk cmtu..Ko da de family, mkn ckup, minum ckup, de tmpt tinggal, bole on9 fesbuk tetiap ari..asal nk komplen byk?? de ramaiiiii lg org kt lua x mkn minum." Yeah..totally true. Aku da ade smuenyer. Aku nk tukarkn ke-jeles-an ni dgn azam aku. Aku nk keje yg leh dpt duet byk. Aku nk bg mak bapak aku dok Mekah cam yg dorg harapkan. Aku nk family aku idop senang dunia akhirat. Bia la skang x dpt pi enjoy, lepak tmpat mahal2..Sok luse aku lak yg bkak tmpat mahal2 utk bebdk nih lepak~Haha~ ;)

Yo!

It's been a while~!! Hahaha...I'm sorry for not being able to continue my story. m(_ _)m

Actually my mother has gone to Kelantan to attend baking course. Now it's up to me and my sister to cook and feed the family. So, I've been cooking for the entire week. (I guess?)

Then I watched some movies at night. Here's some screen caps of the movies~:))

BECK (Japanese Movie)

Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac (Japanese Movie)

Well..that's about it..I watched a lot of japanese movies (just realized it!).:)

She..The One I loved..~Part Four~

" Table three and four, Chikara Udon and Nabeyaki Udon. Also, croquette for table six and nine!" bawled Kitsune. He dashed from one table to another swiftly, taking the customer's order. "Yes!  Chikara Udon, Nabeyaki Udon and croquette coming right up!" shouted Junji. 'This man is quite good! Maybe taking him in isn't a bad idea at all!' thought Junji.

(The Udon Shop may look like this ^.^)

The hectic moment slowly became peaceful after lunch hours. Those salarymen and office workers rushed to their office after fulfilling their appetite. "Yahhh...This is great..Having you is really helpful!" praised Junji. Kitsune chuckled. "I'm doing the best I can. It's nothing." Junji laughed happily. "You are a modest man. Good! Well, you may take a break now. We'll be re-opening at 4 o'clock." Junji left Kitsune alone in the living room.

Later, Natsu came out from the kitchen, bringing two cups of tea for the men. "Where is Tou-chan?" asked Natsu. "Dunno. He left I guess," answered Kitsune shortly. "Oh, well..here's your tea." Kitsune stared at Natsu as she placing those cups on the table. "You're left-handed," said Kitsune. "Well, yes. I am left-handed. Why?" asked Natsu. "Nothing..It's just..I'm left-handed too," said Kitsune with a smile on his face. He reached the cup with his left hand and looked around it. "You know..there's only 10,000 people in this world are left-handed. That means 1 left-handed person is to 100,000 million people of right-handed people in this world." Natsu's eyes were automatically open widely. "Is it true?! Wow..." Kitsune smirked. Then he burst into laughter. "Hahahahaha! Do you really believe that?! Oh man..What an innocent girl...But that's quite cute actually," said Kitsune while sniggering. Natsu exhaled. She's trying to overcome her anger. "But seriously, left-handed is quite rare. Isn't it nice being special?" asked Kitsune while sipping his tea. Natsu looked down at the mat. "I don't wanna be special. I want to be like everyone else." Natsu left the room. "What's up with her?" said Kitsune to himself.

The Udon shop closed exactly at 10 p.m.. The Akagi family gathered in the living room, thanking god for their  profits for today. The shop was a part from their house so it was convenient for them to run it.

"It's cold again tonight, huh?" said Kitsune. The Akagi's looked at each other and smiled. "It is the best weather for us. Especially Natsu," said Kyoko. Kitsune confused. "Why? This is super cold weather! Human being could freeze to death! But..thinking of this, I remember..the first time we met. It was as cold as tonight too. It's kinda weird for a family to take a stroll together in such weather." said him. "Well, that's because...." before Junji could finished his sentence, Natsu barged in the conversation. "He didn't need to know. He's not a part of this family," she said and left the room. "Is she okay?" asked Kyoko.

(The porch of Natsu's house may look like this)

Kitsune walked along the corridor and found Natsu, sitting at the porch. He smiled. "There you are. What's with the sudden anger? Are you in the 'monthly'..." "Oh, shut it! I know what're you going to say. That's not it," Natsu cuts his sentence. "I'm sorry for what happen earlier. That was very rude of me," she apologized. Kitsune chuckled. "I'm not a typical gentleman who will ask you this and that and make you feel better. But..I'm kinda good big brother. I could give some advice for little kids. But I can't help you with woman trouble though...." he said. Natsu laughed. Kitsune also laughing and said, "There you are. It's better than just now." She stood up. "Thank you for your compassion. I'm fine. Well, good night." she bowed and went to her room. Kitsune reclined on the porch.

"Big brother, huh? Never thought I'd be one after that incident.."

To be continued....:D

The Bounty Hunter

Yo!! The Bounty Hunter..yes. I watched it yesterday with my sister. It's really sweet! Well..maybe I haven't seen a movie for a long time and that's why I enjoyed watching this movie. But anyway, here's some screens cap from the movie~:))